Out Of Focus.

Hi, I'm Alyssa. I'm nineteen. Attending University of Alabama. I'm just trying to find my place in this world. I love making people smile. I love Jesus and all those who give me strength.

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Just started watching Orange Is The New Black and it’s such a good show!

I feel like my guy friends at school don’t associate with my girl friends because of me. That was never my intention. And of course I feel bad about it….


"He was so tired that he had to be carried home"

"I know exactly how that is. To love somebody who doesn’t deserve it. Because they are all you have. Because any attention is better than no attention. For exactly the same reason, it is sometimes satisfying to cut yourself and bleed. On those gray days where eight in the morning looks no different from noon and nothing has happened and nothing is going to happen and you are washing a glass in the sink and it breaks-accidentally-and punctures your skin. And then there is this shocking red, the brightest thing in the day, so vibrant it buzzes, this blood of yours. That is okay sometimes because at least you know you’re alive."

- Augusten Burroughs, Running with Scissors (via bookmania)

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"Your kisses have turned into scars"

- Six word story (via thegloriousworldabovethestars)

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why care if you’re single when there’s alcohol?

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